A muted heart

Sep 3, 2009

10:59 PM
Walking around. Sitting back on the same spot. Turning my heads around.
What is wrong with me?!
I couldn't make my heart stay healthy.
There is sumthin that twisted my heart.
Me myself couldn't figure it out what is wrong with me.
I wanted to shout it out there. Vigorously.
Hoping that it will help me out.
But. Hey. Where am i now? Polices are everywhere. Petrolling with bicycle. I'm like a piece of sh*t right now.
In a sudden i lost myself.
Things aren't running smoothly lately.
Am i just that sad?
I wish i could run to no where.
I nid not talk to any1. Not to bother of what they r thinking. Not to think of the plans tat i should do.
I knew that i shud spend more time on my studies right now.
The paper is coming soon. Before it's too late.
I just didn't have the mood for it.
What is wrong?!!!!!!!!!