Being thankful to God that I've got my family, my friends and the one who holds me on his hand. Being the most caring, i might not be the one. Being the most understanding, i might not be the first. Holding me tightly saying "Things will be fine...". My tears running down with the love flowing out from my heart. All these while, from the nightmare that i've went through, i knew that u can make me live better than before. The obstacles infront of us, u can get throught it. I believe that no matter how hard it is, U will try ur best to keep us going on. Have faith in us. I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i wish to be everything to someone.
Yesterday was my 1st day back to KL. Taken my flight at 10.05am. It's d 1st time i saw a lot of Indians in Miri. I guess they are from Brunei. I really feel hard to leave since few days back. It's a full flight. Lots of family and students traveling. I hardly get a seat at the window. Listening to the songs, I really feel like crying. Somehow, I manage to cope with the feelings. But still feel emotional. Arrived at the LCCT around 12.15pm. I'm starving. Grab the taxi ticket.(RM61.40) Went off. Arrived Jalan Sultan at 2pm. The lady(Cindy) from my school bringing me to my hostel. It's a 12 minutes walk. But for me, it's too far! She is small size so she can't help me with my bags. It's 14+kg with a back pack n my laptop. I've to walk up the hill! It's really making me sweat a lot! When i get into my room, i'm really shocked! There is a bed in the living room! another 2 bed inside another room. It's really a bad feng shui when i saw it. The bed in the living roomw as actually facing the main door. One of the bed in the room is facing the toilet door. I'm lucky that i can have the other bed which is facing the wardrobe. What is making me sad is tat there is NO CONNECTION! I feel like crying when i found out tat there isn't any connection. I get to look around... n found out tat there is a small fridge outside at the lobby. There is 13 rooms in that floor, 1 room can fit from 2 to 3 person. I juz couldn't imagine hw to survive with that small fridge like tat. I found this very interesting notice this morning when i cam out, It's from a girl who is leaving at the same floor. She was quite mad that she store her milk in the fridge. Someone stolen her milk for 3 times! It really makes me doubt whether should i put my stuff in there? I can only do my laundry at the 4th n 5th floor n small cooking there as well. From my place to d school it's a 12 mins walk. It's kinda dangerous for me to get outside there during night time. I'm kinda sad tat i've got to grab my food be4 6 o 7pm. It's sad tat i've got to walk there alone! Had a great chat with Ing last nite. Really thanks her a lot for accompanying me the whole nite. It's really make me feel lot better. I've just got my connection this afternoon. Brought the wireless modem! HOORRAY!!! Just too excited for it. Now sitting in "sweet chat" having ginger egg custard. I guess ginger is good for me now. Wondering wt time shud i get back home. I just dun feel like going home. When i was thinking tat i hav to walk tat far, it's tiring. In times square now. Saw a very huge christmas tree. I saw it last year, then this year i'm seeing it alone. I've actually taken pics with the tree last year. This year too! My place *I've moved the bed.
Early morning sitting in Starbucks just to have the connection! The Christmas feel is killing me!
It's really a bad day. I've been waiting for so long for the bus. Got 1, but then... I doesn't know which station should i get down. I ended up in Pandan Indah! I'm gonna reach Cheras! I was told to get down n grab a cab back to my place. But i insist to grab bus! So i went to the bus stop opposite the station tat i just cam down, I took another bus. Atlast i've reached Pudu. There is where i shud actually get down! Huh... turn 1 big round for the whole day!
Listening to it, my tears r running down. I did not expect that i'll get this from u. It's only a guitar melody but it's full with memories. I could feel it. U're loosing the tempo slowly, like how u're loosing to control urself... Tears dropped slowly on the strings, U are becoming more emotional. It's our last date today. It's really a great day. QUACK...
Thank you. For you. We knew it wouldn't last long. As long as we're happy. I've always cherish all d moments that we're together. I'll keep all these memories deep inside my heart. It's going to be a part of the wonderful moments that i have ever had. The bond in between us, it's like a miracle. The way u read me, it's really unexpected. Every glimpse, you're going to get my steps. Unfortunately, the time doesn't allow us to get further. I believe that God had actually given us the best thing that he could do. It might be too late for us that we've only got such a short time together. But, atleast we've met. The memories that belongs to us, it will always be there. U n I will meet someone in the future. It's making me feel harder to leave. Missing u, is really killing me.
Miss Wee. Born on 07 October 1988. Malaysian. Mirian. Loves window shopping. Day-dreaming. Enjoy chit-chatting with friends. Being a new kid here in Japan. Living a new life. Enjoy my life to the fullest.