Being thankful to God that I've got my family, my friends and the one who holds me on his hand. Being the most caring, i might not be the one. Being the most understanding, i might not be the first. Holding me tightly saying "Things will be fine...". My tears running down with the love flowing out from my heart. All these while, from the nightmare that i've went through, i knew that u can make me live better than before. The obstacles infront of us, u can get throught it. I believe that no matter how hard it is, U will try ur best to keep us going on. Have faith in us. I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i wish to be everything to someone.
Dun giv a damn if u dun wanna bother! I nid not ur meaningless apologize! I juz dun like it! U juz dun know it! I hate ppl talking tat way to me! I juz nid sumthin to talk about! It's nt tat i wanna pick a fight! I juz dun get it what is it in ur mind! I am so full of "!!!!!!!!!" right now! Even u know it, u dun even bother! Show me sum more of this! U'll get things wrong! SO wrong!
It have been quite a whole i did not update myself here. It's almost a month I'm here in Tokyo. A place where i did not expected that i will come. Things r all like a miracle happening here. Even now i still dun believe that i'm breathing the air here... It's really freezing when i juz arrived. I'm so excited to c sakura when i just get into the bus from the airport. It's really everywhere. U can c it everywhere. The distance from my place to the school, i get to c sakura. There r no leaves on it. We're lucky enuf that d sakura bloomed when we reached. I couldn't think of any word to describe. There is a row of sakura infront of my school. The wind blows of the flowers, Petals r making itself free flying in the air. It landed on my skin. Feeling like my heart was coated with d petals. It's really a very wonderful moment that i did not expected. Now i do understand y do ppl wanted to c sakura. It's an unforgettable moment. Life here is really hectic. I was just about to make things settled. Lotsa application to do. The pace here is really fast than what i've experienced in M'sia. 1 chapter each day. Everyday sitting for papers. Pages of homework to b done. It's really hectic here. Weekend will always b our best friend!
Now sitting here blogging, it's what i missed the most. Unfortunately, I sprain my ankle!!I have to give up my weekend. Was actually planning to go shopping. BUT NOW!!! Sitting at home. Waiting for Bee to feed...
Sitting here, a familiar place. Waiting for the time to past. I've always wanted to fly out from this mini world of mine, to see how wonderful is the world out there. It's 1st April 2009. I took the morning flight at 11.25am MAS wing to MH2591 to KL. Sitting alone looking out at the window. Time passes fast indeed. I've started the journey which i wasn't really prepared for it. Only mum sent me today. Surprisingly, my mum was so calm. I'm happy tat she could just send me as usual. I wanted to give her a hug, but... I'm just not brave enough. I'm afraid i'm going to burst in tears. I knew i'm going to miss her very much, Even now.... I'm more depressed when i saw my grandma. When i was back in this trip, she was more ill than before. My heart was aching when i saw her. I miss my grandma. I knew that she's getting old. I couldn't bear with it when i saw her reactions. My mum told me this was how her grandmother reacts too. I really want her back... so much... I didn't know when can i c her again. I'm afraid she's going to leave us any soon. I just can't take it... I miss u, grandma...
D journey is going to start soon. I'm going to begin a new life there. I wanted to hold on ur hand and bring me to the other side of this beautiful world. I knew that it's going to be amazing when we're walking on... looking at the shadows of us ahead... It's just simple and unforgettable. Even now, I could still feel how pleasant we are with our night walk out there. No matter where we're going, u'll hold me tight by ur side, tickling, teasing, pampering.... Wt means the most to me, It's a hug from u could just tell evrything. I'm so thankful to have u by my side. If i am allowed, I hope that we can get to know each other earlier. But i wouldn't regret it now, at least, we're in the same world now.
Thanks Jiun for being there for me all these while. I really don't know how to show my appreciation. But i'm really glad to hav a friend like u. We've shared tears n joy... No matter what it would b now of in the future, I'll b standing by ur side... Believe in urself... Take care my good old friend... *huggies*
Miss Wee. Born on 07 October 1988. Malaysian. Mirian. Loves window shopping. Day-dreaming. Enjoy chit-chatting with friends. Being a new kid here in Japan. Living a new life. Enjoy my life to the fullest.