3 times in 3 months being rushed to the hospital.
No medicine but only injection will cure.
Advices : Consultation for ultrasound scanning.
Result : Operation needed.
Operation : 1 hour to 2 hours.
Causes : Endometriosis
Recovering period : 2-3 weeks
An injection per month for 4 months.
Medication to control.
Reduces pain in future.
It's for the 1st stage.
10mm on both left and right and 15mm in the middle.
Foods controlled.
Movements controlled.
Future controlled?
There are always question for that.
Currently, recovering.
Watched something interesting today.
A movie about dance fusion.
Mixing salsa, ballroom dance, etc..., with hip-hop beat.
Interesting?
Yes, it is.
For certain people changes are needed.
For certain people they can't accept the changes.
I changed because i know that it's time for me to change.
The change in me makes you uncomfortable.
But before i change, you're uncomfortable as well.
Why not taking you seating on my place and look at the stage that i am standing.
You will know why did i change.
I understand why is there no changes in you.
It's because you don't want things to be changed.
But time won't be waiting for you any longer.
You've always said that you understand and you know how to handle it.
But actually, you're still hiding from it but not facing it.
I am always the one who can only turn everything off.
I guess, that's is the only thing i've never changed before.
But why do u take it when you needed me to hang up before u?
It's mean to have the F word.
But i'll take it.
There is no other thing that i can't accept since i've been through so much.
I guess, it's bringing you and me to a further stage.
I will be going far away, you will be standing right there.
Wish you all the best.
Salut...