Being thankful to God that I've got my family, my friends and the one who holds me on his hand. Being the most caring, i might not be the one. Being the most understanding, i might not be the first. Holding me tightly saying "Things will be fine...". My tears running down with the love flowing out from my heart. All these while, from the nightmare that i've went through, i knew that u can make me live better than before. The obstacles infront of us, u can get throught it. I believe that no matter how hard it is, U will try ur best to keep us going on. Have faith in us. I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i wish to be everything to someone.
then i looked for W.chen, she is at Tanjung with her family n relatives.
Fine! I get to find Wei bt she's lazy to drive down n we've gt nuthin to do as well + she might b going out with jia them to yam cha which i dun feel like joining with them coz sum of them i dun get to knw.
Wat was more sad that i found was... Chia Yee.
I thought tat she might b there, YES,
she picked up her phone, guess wt she said?.....
"Oh.... I'm at Kuching right now... I'll b back next week.." OMG! I was going to get insane when i heard that!
Then i msged Ing.... n guess wt? No reply from her...
It hv been a long time i didn't get to write any blog I can't get use to writing at this time And i'm really blur in using all these functions which is so new for me I juz hope that chen is here now to rescue me
I'm so lost all these while I'm back here for like a month to 2 I hv no idea wt i wanted to hv now Things had gone worst in between us day by day D only solution tat i choose to take is to run away I knw tat i sounds irresponsible in this way But i hope u will understand me one day I knw it's now easy for us to come till today But i can only say "sorry" and hope evrything is okay I knw tat u nid me by ur side like for everyday N so do i be4 this which kills me day by day
We both know tat things wun run smooth from now I'm getting myself to prepare for a better future I hope tat u can cope with everything u're facing now And i know tat making u to hate me is a better way for u to forget me I can c the pain in u And so do i feel the same In ur mind, i'm juz a cold-blood human Which makes u a fool But i will nvr regret teling u tat wt u've given to me is a precious thing to learn I've learnt so much from u Which is trying to take my temper more lower than be4 We've both had made a lot of mistakes I hope tat u can meet a better 1s in the future n treasure it
As 4 u reading U will know who u r when u read this I'm glad tat we've had so much great time together I know things wun last long But i hope tat things will get fine there either I didn't mean to get any1 of u hurt And i know tat it's my mistake all these while I shudn't take things for granted And from u, U've given me faith and trust that i've nvr get it be4 from others I hope to treasure u more But i know letting go is also the best way which makes evry1 feels fair I'm not here to make u feel sympathy on wt i've done But i juz wanna apologize and being very thankful for ur advises It really helps me stand up and facing evrything tat i nid to face I know tat seperating is wt we hav to learn from life And this is wt i get frm now Tears wun get things settled
I've learned so much from the both of u I hope tat i'm prepared to face every obstacles in life N i know tat i hav frens beside me which really supports me Thanx, Chen for making me such wonderful blog. I really love it. Thank you.
Miss Wee. Born on 07 October 1988. Malaysian. Mirian. Loves window shopping. Day-dreaming. Enjoy chit-chatting with friends. Being a new kid here in Japan. Living a new life. Enjoy my life to the fullest.