Bonjour, Sweetcakes.
... And here you will read my deepest thoughts.
Being thankful to God that I've got my family, my friends and the one who holds me on his hand. Being the most caring, i might not be the one. Being the most understanding, i might not be the first. Holding me tightly saying "Things will be fine...". My tears running down with the love flowing out from my heart. All these while, from the nightmare that i've went through, i knew that u can make me live better than before. The obstacles infront of us, u can get throught it. I believe that no matter how hard it is, U will try ur best to keep us going on. Have faith in us. I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i wish to be everything to someone.
Boredom
Sep 1, 2009
11:40 PM
I totally hav no idea wt shud i do now. Sitting here in the room. Didn't know whom to talk to. I started to like my life back here to my own place at the start. But sum how, there is a sudden that i feel like i'm annoying to others? I don't join people back in my place here. Neither also the people in my class. Anti-social? mayb that's the problem. I didn't see any1 that i really can talk to as being frens here. It's really hard for me to take things sumtime. I was wondering, y shud i treat them nice since they r not treating me back the same way? "u musn't think like tat. u shud b treating evry1 out there all the same. doesn't matter how they treat u back. as long as u knw what u're doing wasn't harming urself." he said. i understand. sumhow, i still couldn't find a way of solving that mentally. I dun make much new frens here. I don't hang out with any of the people i met here. I am bored with the faces here. I wanted to get new faces. But i'm juz not good in socializing and finding out topic to talk about. Sumhow, i couldn't control wt others r thinking. "She might have sumthin hidden behind that she wanted from me, therefore she is coming closer to me" might b what they thought. Making new frens is harder nowadays. Yet, who will remember me either. I guess i've started to live in the world of my own.
My man 
Ing 
