今天
Aug 26, 2009
9:27 PM
华人七夕。情人节快乐。并没庆祝。一直很盼望能够和你庆祝那些特别日子。看见他人那么开心的庆祝他们的日子。那个女孩不希望能够有着自己的纪念日。我不需要花很多钱的庆祝。我不需要名贵的礼物。但，我却没见到什么表示。你该是忘了那100天。提起了今天。我无话可说。是我盼望得太多吗？失望的是我自己。你说你很多事情没经历过。也许吧。我需要的，和你需要的，都不一样。也许我们选着的方式，都不适合对方。我不知道你要多就来适应。快半年了。你还不够吗？我不知道我能不能够等到你真真的适应的时候。我终觉得一次比一次得累。看见你颓废，我很累。你的烦恼，也成为了我的烦恼。你可以什么都不做。但时间在跑。没有人会等你。我不希望，那天我往前走了，你还在原点。现在状况我没资格要什么好的，要什么浪漫。那些也许是我之前都曾经拥有。也许，这段感情，才是真真得让我看更开吧。偶尔，我面对你我无法呼吸。从小就一个人过，我知道你很孤单。你不喜欢寂寞的感觉。我会尽量配合你。但我也有很累的时间。你应该明白，有时候，某的情况会避一个人长大。“分手吧”是我今天真得有点冲动的想说。我快人受不了了。脆弱得你，依靠着我。但我没人能依靠。
恋爱的感觉，没有了。也许，习惯是我可以说的吧。我不知道该怎么做。哄我的人，也不会是你。也没遇见过。忽然觉得，我们都没火花。是我不懂得被爱吗 ？
还是不懂得怎么去爱？
It hits us again...
Aug 11, 2009
12:28 PM
11th August 2009
Today, earthquake again. Around 5am when we're still on our bed.
Suddenly the bed shakes. I was awake looking at him.
"It will be fine. Don't worry..."
I was quite surprised.
It quite strong this time.
Heard from the news that its magnitude is 6.6 for the one today.
Feel so insecure right now here in Japan.
What to do?!
Pray hard is all what i can say...
Pray for me....
Earthquake
Aug 10, 2009
11:36 PM
AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!
Earthquake!!!
It's yesterday. (9th aug)
Experienced the 1st earthquake in my life.
I was talking with my friends in my boy's room.
Leaning against the bed, i feel like a bit shaky.
I looked at him. He's not shaking.
I looked at the bottle on the floor, the water in it was shaking.
"Earthquake?" i thought and asked.
"Har?! come lets stand still and feel the earthquake in japan" Xiao hei said.
The others blur...
Suddenly we feel it's strange.
Then we quickly ran downstairs.
When i reached the lobby, the officer is laughing and said "oh~ it's only a small case. It's alrite".
I was like "huh~?"
Then we found out only the malaysian's ran out.
It's really a funny scene.
We all laughed tat malaysian so "kia si".
Wuahahahahahahahaha......
But then when we came back to the room, one of our clay bowl fall from the table.
It's broke. Sad to see my bowl....
Cried for a fan
Aug 2, 2009
11:54 PM
2nd August 2009
Rainy day
Love today
Met with my dad's friend, Mr Fujita.
He's really a lovely old man.
He buy me lunch and brought me my stuff from my mum.
I really enjoy my time chit-chatting with him whenever i see him.
About a month ago, i met with him n his wife.
His wife was treating me very nice.
Tempura don.
Having tea time at the coffee shop.
Gave me a big bag of mixed noodles.
It's surprising that his wife gave me a small pressie.
It's so sweet of them...
Went to meet up 小屁。
Bought our groceries.
He made a shoe rack for us.
Made sumthin new for our fridge.
Cooked Bak kut teh.
Taken our dinner.
I was sent home.
Taken my shower,
Talking to my friend,
Suddenly the phone rang....
He told me to meet him downstairs.
I was suspecting.
But i knew that he nvr lied.
So me n my fren went down.
When my friend opened the door.
She shut it back n keep saying "OMG..! OMG..!"
I was scared?! At 1st i tot was he caught by the police? Coz he doesn't hav his ID card with him.
Then my fren opened up the door again n bring in a big box.
It's a fan...?
I was so surprised!!!!
My fren keep saying "OMG..!". "It's so sweet"
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
I told my fren that i always wanted to buy a fan.
Then suddenly he com out with a fan infront of the door.
I was so surpised.... by a FAN...??
A fan?
I couldn't even believe it myself.
My eyes was burst in to tears when i saw it.
Cz i've been mentioning to him tat i wanted to hv it bt then i keep forgetting.
Until 2nite on the way he sent me back,
i mentioned about the weather tat it's so nice to sleep coz it's raining.
Then suddenly we hav a topic about the fan.
"I buy u a fan loh...."
"Dun wan. Y suddenly buy fan for me? later my frens ask, wt did ur BF gave u? Then i answer them a stand fan?"
"Of course la... If not give u a rose ah? Fan is better. More realistic. Buy rose got use meh? Buy rose u'll be happy then make it into air bandung ah? Giv u fan atleast u can still use it. More 实用."
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
"True ma... If u need money, but i give u bread, u think it's useful to u?"
"Yea loh hoh..."
It's really surprising me...
Not only because of tat fan, bt then he is really giving me wt i wan now.
I really dunno how to express myself in words.
U've make the 1st step.
加油吧。。。
My man 
Ing