Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.

Bonjour, Sweetcakes.

... And here you will read my deepest thoughts.

Being thankful to God that I've got my family, my friends and the one who holds me on his hand. Being the most caring, i might not be the one. Being the most understanding, i might not be the first. Holding me tightly saying "Things will be fine...". My tears running down with the love flowing out from my heart. All these while, from the nightmare that i've went through, i knew that u can make me live better than before. The obstacles infront of us, u can get throught it. I believe that no matter how hard it is, U will try ur best to keep us going on. Have faith in us. I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i wish to be everything to someone.

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Jul 11, 2009

11:01 AM

Life here is really hectic.
Running out of time.
Less than 4 months to go.
Pray hard for me that i can make it through.

Speechless.
Being a fool all these while.
Fooling around without knowing wt exactly that i am searching for.
The hope n trust that i used to have, it seems like i let it slipped away.
I'm running on the pace, trying to reach it...
I somehow couldn't even manage to touch it.
I wanted it badly.
I wanted that kind of warmth n care in me for so so long.
I'm craving hard for it.
I guess, i'll hav to make the way on my own.

I thought that i'm healed.
Sumhow i'm not.
I'm severely injured.
The feeling of the cuts that i grip with my soul.
I'm sorry.
Sorry that i've made it over react for u.
U might b pissed off with me.

U're d one standing on the spot.
U're upset that i moved.
I once told u tat i'm used to b left on the spot that u're standing.
I know how it feels.
I faced this times n times much more suffering that wt u r feeling.
I'm trying to help u out.
U're not moving.
It's nt wt i've been through that makes us now.
It's how we're choosing the right way to make things work out.

I doesn't want u to put ur attention on us.
It's nt the right time.
I've got my way to make myself feel better.
I really wanted u to make a success in ur life.
I hoped so much tat u can really put all ur effort in ur studies.
It really meant lots.
To u n also ur family.

I can wait...
To be right there.
I know tat u can make it through, rite?
There r lots of problems stacking up in u.
I really wanted to take it down for u.
But sumhow i feel bad tat i couldn't even lend a hand for u.
It's really out of my boundaries.

Pray hard tat tomorrow will b a better day.

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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About Moi

Miss Wee. Born on 07 October 1988. Malaysian. Mirian. Loves window shopping. Day-dreaming. Enjoy chit-chatting with friends. Being a new kid here in Japan. Living a new life. Enjoy my life to the fullest.