Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.

Bonjour, Sweetcakes.

... And here you will read my deepest thoughts.

Being thankful to God that I've got my family, my friends and the one who holds me on his hand. Being the most caring, i might not be the one. Being the most understanding, i might not be the first. Holding me tightly saying "Things will be fine...". My tears running down with the love flowing out from my heart. All these while, from the nightmare that i've went through, i knew that u can make me live better than before. The obstacles infront of us, u can get throught it. I believe that no matter how hard it is, U will try ur best to keep us going on. Have faith in us. I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i wish to be everything to someone.

30 March 08 8.15pm

Mar 30, 2008

9:09 PM

That's not wt i expect from u,
I wanted a reply to get my answers,
But wt u gave me, reli disappoints me,
I hope it's not like wt i thought,
Seriously, I do feel sad in my heart,
But it tells me tat it's a truth u're doing very fine there,
N i'm juz too over for it,
I'm so lost for this moment,
Hoping tat u can understand wt am i feeling rite nw...
I reli feel like crying...
... ...

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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29 March 08 11。50pm

12:07 AM

我很想念你。。。
想念等待你个感觉，
想念躺在你的胸膛，闻到你轻轻的香味，让我慢慢地进入梦里，
我真得很想念你的味道。。
在我入睡后，你就会慢慢的松开你的手，
静悄悄的离开，但你没发现，其实，我知道你离开了。。。
有时候，我最不喜欢的就是我半夜醒来，忘了你已经离开，
反回头时，才发现你不在，我又抱着心里有点酸酸的感觉在入睡，
可怜的你，每天都要3 或4 点才回家，隔天又要去体系。。。辛苦你了。。。

偶尔，睡觉的时候，电话响了，我以为你会去接，
没想到，那个时候，你已经不在了，
我也太习惯，有你的存在。。

我好想念早上在赖床的时候就可以听到你的铃声，
早上一醒来，就可以听到你的声音，
而且，那个时候，你也已经在我的门口带着早餐给我，
那时候，我真得觉得很幸福。。。

我更怀念的就是你会无时无刻的在我不开心的时候出现，
带我出去也好，陪我也好，
带走了我的烦恼。。。

最感动的，是半夜到了沙滩，两人躺着，看着天上的星星，
那个夜晚，对我来说，除了我们第一个约会和你追求我的那一夜，这一天可说是最美丽的夜晚。。。
更感动的是你可以把车尽量开得很顺，让我可以睡得安稳到家，
但我可真得很担心你还有精神回家吗？你却还很坚持的要回去。

我很想念在我们体系的时候，我最期待的就是接到你的电话，
你就会出现在门口等着接我回家，
我会很兴奋的跑去，
过后才发现到，原来你一直都骗我说你很顺路，所以经常来带我，
没想到，你是特地来的哦。。。
听了，我觉得好开心哦~！！：）

可是，这些甜美的时段只有那么短短的几个月，
后来的我们，我觉得是我搬入你家而开始的，
如果当初我坚持不去，也许，我们还有机会挽回，
但有的事情已经发生了，我们也不可能再回头。。。
但，我不否认，在这一刻的我，真得很想念你刚开始对我的好，
那些回忆还很新鲜的停留在我的回忆里，
它会是一个很好回顾的一段，也会是我很动心的一部分，
我也会为你加油。。。
大家一起往前走。。。

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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29 March 08 10.30pm

Mar 29, 2008

11:21 PM

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我把你的短讯都删了
感觉要好了
陌生人一个小动作
却让我又想你很久

我的心声。。。你。。。听见了吗？

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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26 March 08 11.45pm

Mar 27, 2008

12:38 AM

Wt i did today...

First of all, introduce u my 3rd brother...
Most of the ppl calls him "Laywer WEE~~~"
The 3rd in between d siblings....
The Most talkative award can b dedicated to him
And as well the most Active 1s of the Wee's family....
Edited his pic today... i'm juz too free....

Next, call him "Larry" the lorry...
We're all so curious where did this name came from..
The 1 beside, it's his gf.. Elaine...
OH! He's the second brother of mine...
Can juz dedicate him an award of.....
"Dark" faces of the Wee's..
wuahahahahahaha

THE POLITE SOCIETY?!
This one dun nid introduce la...
s2pid ing acting cute..
not tired mer?!

Live, Love, Laugh...

This 1 feel kinda wierd..
But duno where to change... still searching...

Enjoying my song....

~END OF PRODUCTION~

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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25 March

Mar 25, 2008

1:03 PM

Does it prove anything?
I'm so tired to keep facing with all these
I just can't talk to you
Everything have to get into so worse?
I just can't think of any reason why should i be facing it
Go do what ever you wanted to
I have no more patience
Seems like you're so eager to end it
Then let's end it so so so soon!!!
Don't talk to me
Don't look for me
Don't listen to me
Don't back-up for me
I don't need all these!
For what?!
Any point?!
Being so foolish~!

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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3月25号 12.30am

12:51 AM

为了别人而大声地对她，你不觉得你很错吗？
有哪一女人会原意你们这样对待得呢？
女人可以忍受，那是因为她真得很爱你。

当女人生气的时候，你会第一时间发现吗？
当你发现时，也许太迟了
“对不起”是我们常常听到的
可是，你们不知道什么时候才是最适当要说的时候
那三个字真得那么难说吗？
当我们可接受时，一切都太晚了

吵过了，我们都分开的转头了
你连回头来拉着我的意思都没有
难道你不怕在哪一个回头后，我们都彼此的失去对方吗？
你会担心我吗？你会回来找我吗？
女人的心里，总是等待，那你们呢？
为什么每一次都要闹得那么糟才懂得珍惜
那，你又问过自己你能够在挽回多少次？
不要等到我们说“算了”的那一天，你们才懂得醒
那时候，除了“结束”我也无话可说了。

不需要太多，那么一点就够了
女人的心就是那么脆弱
一碰就会隋
伤口总是在，但你们就觉得女人很小气
你们根本都没有要把伤口医好
我们根本都无法复原
所以，问题总是存在

我们都尽力了，你们却惯了
我们感觉不到你们的关怀，你们却一直要求我们的关怀
这可证明“爱情是自私的”
我们也淡了，一切也结束了
我也累了，你也伤了
但我相信，时间可以淡忘一切
让我们都能够走向幸福的道路。。。

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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白色情人节

Mar 14, 2008

9:13 PM

今天是白色情人节。我相信，有的人会很好奇到底这白色情人节是如何来的呢？我知道的白色情人节是从日本来的。在2月14号当天，女方就会先送个小礼物给他，当作是个小意思让男方知道女方的爱意。然后，男方就会有一个月的时间，到了3月14号时，如果男方对那女方有意思，男方就会回礼，让女方知道她也被男方看上了。这就是白色情人节。

如果是几个月前，也许我会很期待这一天。我很怀念一年前的这一天。忽然回想起，脸上就不知不觉得露出笑容，心里会感觉到一丝丝甜甜的感觉。这种感觉是我好久都没感受到的了。那个梦可真得很珍贵。我很怕，在我未来的那一个，我会要求很多。我真的会吗？好累哦。。。

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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6.00pm 13 March,2008

Mar 13, 2008

6:06 PM

好无聊的一天哦。。。我回来的每一天好像每天都是一样的。从莺回去的那天，我的每一天好像都是这样过。突然，我想起她回去的那天，我们每一个朋友都好不舍得哦。看见他们哭，我的心也觉得很酸。我感觉到他们有几个都很好奇我为什么没哭，其实，我很想告诉她们我很想哭，可是哭可以解决办法吗？人生有了遇见的一天，就会有离别的那天。那天，我爸要我去找欧洲的学校，我就知道他会要把我送去那里。我的脑海里突然问起了自己：“我什么时候再可以看见你呢？”。我也问过你，“是否你还会回来吗？” 。你昨晚也给了我答案：“我不知道。。。”。但你也开了个玩笑说你想去欧洲找我。在那一刻，我听了也很开心。可是，我们大家都知道是不可能的事情。你现在都说你工作很辛苦，赚来的钱也不容易吧。把那些钱拿去玩，不如拿来帮你家人好了。我们可以说是每个晚上都会聊天吧，但是，不知道为什么不到两三天就吵。这好像是我们沟通方式的一部分啊。前两晚，我惹你生气，对不起。我不是故意要领到你很担心我。我承认我还是很想念他，我很好奇他过的怎么样。我也很想念我们当初的甜蜜开始。我想，你们也在怀疑我会不会再跟回他在一起，现在的我可以说不会，我还是无法接受我们过后相处的方式。我很开心听见他说他真得很后悔没有好好地珍惜我，他也觉得我们刚开始的时候他是有多么的在乎我。如果我当初坚持不去他家住，也许我们的关系不会闹到像选在这样吧。我现在会觉得，情人不需要每天见面也许是个好事。偶尔见面，才会有想念。现在的我们变了朋友，我觉得这样也是个好事。我不后悔我们在一起过，因为我们大家都学会了了解对方和自己。也许，我们俩做了个错误吧。没有很了解对方就在一起了。现在的我们可以说是性格不和吧。我真得很感激你给了我一个真的很甜美的开始。对我来说，你所做的一切，也许是很多人都会想到或说到的，可是却没做到。我是真得很想念你的味道。我会把它藏在我内心的一个角落，让它成为一个值得回忆的过去。祝福你能够遇见一个更适合你的对象吧。加油！

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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倒带－蔡依林

Mar 5, 2008

9:43 PM

我受够了等待你所谓的安排　
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱　
我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带　你给的全是空白　
一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海　
我在幸福的门外　却一直都进不来　
你累积给的伤害　我是真的很难释怀　终于看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白　　
最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　
你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开　你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来　　
我的眼泪却一直掉下来　
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖　
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖　
从我脸上的苍白　看到记忆慢下来　
过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在　
而我对你的期待被你一次次摔坏　
已经碎成太多块　要怎么拼凑跟重来

我除了失望也没有别句可以形容你。。。　

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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New...

Mar 3, 2008

12:20 AM

My new hat... nice?

I went out 2day with Jiun
Went shopping as i knw most of my frens will b bz dating
So luckily still hav her to accompany me
Bought 2 hat today but i dun reli knw how to put on d other 1s
N i like this hat more... hehe...
I wanted to buy kinda lot of stuff today
But hav to make enuf budget 1st
Wt is more sad... i've gt no income now
I reli wanna shop shop shop!!!
I wan sunglasses, boots, pants n so much more...
Can sum1 rescue me from spending now?
I guess no... hehe...

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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Dream...

Mar 2, 2008

3:39 PM

Evrything happend so sudden in d way tat i can't get to digest
I do realize tat we're so different in our thoughts
Sumtimes things r not like wt u thought i am now
I'm looking into wt i'm facing now n i know which n wat way to go
I nid not always rely on ppl
4 u i might not b listening n facing it
D pain n the wound is not fully covered
N it will never will
I'm not hiding o putting it away
I knw wt i am doing n i'm preparing myself for a better life
I knw wt to tell myself to get myself protected
I knw wt am i suppose to do when i'm facing them
It's nt like wt u think
I nid not always listen to u
I've hav my own thoughts
No 1 can says tat any1 of us is right
D trust in us is starting to fade away
Seems like our dreams r different
I guess fren is wt i can use to describe...

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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Things are different...

Mar 1, 2008

11:12 PM

Things are different now...
We've all grown up
Grown up is a very different way in evry individual of us
What comes into our life makes d changes in us today
I guess many of them outside there had experience wt i had
They might b more lucky than me, or unlucky
I'm happy 4 wt had happened
Atleast i've gt a very interesting part which others might not hav experience
O mayb they might have experience sumthin more than me
I gt sum1 always persuades me and making me happy as when i get mad
But things r different now
We're both in the different party n space
I might not knw hw is thing over there
But no matter wt u've promised
Is nt wt i tend to take
Promises are mend to be broke
So dun make any of them
After all i've seen, it'll break 1 day
I can't bear with it
I've drop once so pain
Something tat i hardly built-up myself to accept things new
U wanted me to rely on u at this time
u knw tat i've gt no1 to rely on
But things r different
I can't get to always rely on u
No matter wt u said i'll b suspecting on u
I knw tat i shudn't b like tat
But i found out tat not only u've ever lied to me
Lies r wt hurts ppl deep inside
It ruin the trust which is hardly build
I dun wan myself to get any sympathy
I can do it on my own
I've cried is not bcz i'm sacrificed
I juz can't bear with the pain in me
Wt do u guyz knw in me?
I nid rest...
I nid time on my own...
N i guess... I dun nid u...
U said u're nt afraid to get hurt
I can sense that things will get worse soon
IT hav been a long time u didn't hav to care of others feelings
Not even hav to bother the mad 1s
When u've get used to it,
I knw tat things r different
U told me tat i shud b controlling my emotions,
I'm sure tat things r reli different now,
If u dun feel like doin it
Dun do it
Dun let me find out tat u're not doing it 4 wt it shud b meant
I'll b so sick or realizing the fact and the truth....
I dun nid u...

Signed,
Sincerely me.
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About Moi

Miss Wee. Born on 07 October 1988. Malaysian. Mirian. Loves window shopping. Day-dreaming. Enjoy chit-chatting with friends. Being a new kid here in Japan. Living a new life. Enjoy my life to the fullest.