Moments...

Feb 28, 2008

10:57 PM
Missing our journey.....

My new Puppy....

Potato with cheddar cheese in Bechamel sauce
(at last i succeed)

Our last dinner... miss u lots...

Hw shud i describe dis?
R u emotional?

Feb 23, 2008

8:14 PM
Cn sum1 plz res.q me~!
I guess i'm gonna drown soon...
Feel so helpless suddenly...
I can find no 1 beside me now...
at 1st i msged jiun to com out with me.
She is gonna hav her dinner till 10pm! okay...
then i looked for W.chen, she is at Tanjung with her family n relatives.
Fine! I get to find Wei bt she's lazy to drive down n we've gt nuthin to do as well + she might b going out with jia them to yam cha which i dun feel like joining with them coz sum of them i dun get to knw.
Wat was more sad that i found was... Chia Yee.
I thought tat she might b there, YES,
she picked up her phone, guess wt she said?.....
"Oh.... I'm at Kuching right now... I'll b back next week.." OMG! I was going to get insane when i heard that!
Then i msged Ing.... n guess wt? No reply from her...
huh!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like killing myself!!!!!
helpless n hopeless at this moment...
Is evrything fine?

Feb 22, 2008

9:16 PM
It hv been a long time i didn't get to write any blog
I can't get use to writing at this time
And i'm really blur in using all these functions which is so new for me
I juz hope that chen is here now to rescue me
I'm so lost all these while
I'm back here for like a month to 2
I hv no idea wt i wanted to hv now
Things had gone worst in between us day by day
D only solution tat i choose to take is to run away
I knw tat i sounds irresponsible in this way
But i hope u will understand me one day
I knw it's now easy for us to come till today
But i can only say "sorry" and hope evrything is okay
I knw tat u nid me by ur side like for everyday
N so do i be4 this which kills me day by day
We both know tat things wun run smooth from now
I'm getting myself to prepare for a better future
I hope tat u can cope with everything u're facing now
And i know tat making u to hate me is a better way for u to forget me
I can c the pain in u
And so do i feel the same
In ur mind, i'm juz a cold-blood human
Which makes u a fool
But i will nvr regret teling u tat wt u've given to me is a precious thing to learn
I've learnt so much from u
Which is trying to take my temper more lower than be4
We've both had made a lot of mistakes
I hope tat u can meet a better 1s in the future n treasure it
As 4 u reading
U will know who u r when u read this
I'm glad tat we've had so much great time together
I know things wun last long
But i hope tat things will get fine there either
I didn't mean to get any1 of u hurt
And i know tat it's my mistake all these while
I shudn't take things for granted
And from u,
U've given me faith and trust that i've nvr get it be4 from others
I hope to treasure u more
But i know letting go is also the best way which makes evry1 feels fair
I'm not here to make u feel sympathy on wt i've done
But i juz wanna apologize and being very thankful for ur advises
It really helps me stand up and facing evrything tat i nid to face
I know tat seperating is wt we hav to learn from life
And this is wt i get frm now
Tears wun get things settled
I've learned so much from the both of u
I hope tat i'm prepared to face every obstacles in life
N i know tat i hav frens beside me which really supports me
Thanx, Chen for making me such wonderful blog.
I really love it.
Thank you.

Feb 20, 2008

11:50 PM

Jiun Nyce N' Me

Feb 19, 2008

1:45 AM
the very first post..